Hello Everyone,

It has been a while since the last time I posted a journal here. I have been pretty busy and I am feeling terrible about not drawing/painting more often. This makes me kinda miss college times when i did not need to worry about working, all i had to do is making art. It is just really hard now after working 9 hours a day then another hour sweating in the gym, going home painting for a couple hours is the last thing i want to do. However, the other day I was browsing some professional artists' work on Conceptart.org, damn! I was blown away...so envious yet so jealous lol. Holy crap some people are just sooooo good, I feel wayyyyyy behind. Then I try to comfort myself by saying to myself, "It is ok, those people are probably a lot older than me, and they have all the time they need to only worry about one thing - art." You guys should check out some of those pieces, under the finished work section.

Jealousy is a powerful motivational tool if you know how to use it for good, not evil. After seeing those awesome artwork, I once again feel fired up inside. Every once awhile I have to find something to push myself to keep going. I feel i am fully capable of doing amazing art, I just need to not rush myself.

My pet hamsters are doing pretty well. They put on some winter weight looking like furry mushroom with feet (said so my bf).

To reward myself for working so hard this year, I bought a new car, a 2007 Nissan 350z Coupe (see pics below)
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Great car! Fast, lots of power, sexy to look at, Marry Xmas to me! I want to add some mod to it, expensive...>.< maybe when i have more money.

Well...that's enough about me. I wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! <3